Kendall Jenner

Assalamualaikum :)

Hi Peeps!!!

in love with her now!

she is not pretty but she has something that make me feel so liking her

and her face looks humble for sure!!!

wish i can be like her

like her body obviously!!!!

Dream

Ok, i know im not suppose to write about this in here but i need to write something if not i will keep telling people about it so i need to stop!

I am so frustated with Malaysia from day to day. Kerja teruk..gaji naik pon still tak membantu apa2 malah kos sara hidup makin mahal!

so i decided to cari peluang kerja out from Malaysia. Since mama mcm bit more concern about this so i cari nearer only. Australia.Besides my aunties pun byk kt sana so hope they will look after me once a whhile.

I dah pk masak2 now its my time to lakukan perubahan because after graduate diploma i trus dpt rezeki kerja and kerja with comitment without thinking what actually i want. But now i knowm before i close my eyes forever i hope that i can stay in 4 season country at least for a year or two to feel the changing season.
That is my dream but thinking about my age getting older from day to day so that i cannot hold this dream anymore

I just want my family to feel moreee comfy with money even now pon dah cukup but just want mama to feel wealth enough to see the world. Im trying my best!

Since i bru tukaq kerja so that i cannot la simply belah mcm tu ja so that i decided i stay here another one year to kumpul duit then on 2016 i will make sure that i dh ada kerja kt Aussie.i really want to. Hope so.....

Im doing this for my self and please Allah.. make it easy :) So boleh la bwk mama jalan2

ITS ME

Its me tho!This is what i feel for a long time

Philip came and give me new hope but end up like not gonna going nowhere

Im so heartbroken into damn million pcs

Ba ask me to pull myself together and keep have faith in ALLAH and face ever risk in life

im strong because of him

Thank you Ba for being such an amazing wonderful weirdly father in my Life i dont know what will happened to me if one day you left

You are everything to me

MAMAK JEGEY 2

2nd last day

Peeps,

This is my 2nd last day at Keysight Technologies

Such a sad days actually to me  but i've been worse of course..

So far cek rasa happy sebab kt sini semua org agak friendly even my engineer

but sadly i cant stay here any longer coz of future :)

so, cek dpt hadiah laa...hahahaa 

im so happy sebab ada jgk la yg sudi bagi i hadiah kan...

chocolate is my fav but are they try to ruin my diet??!!!!!!

hahaa...

ok kerja byk but i feels like hupdate blog hari ni..so.... screw work!!!!!!!

see you next update!!! 

two weeks left

two weeks left in Keysight!!!

MOOD malam menguasai diri dah!!!

ACTIVITY seharian

Cek nowadays agak keliru dgn impian diri sendiri

but so far i know im back to my old self yg susah nk pujuk

hahaha..actually i am who i am and only me know how hurt to be me!

so far disebabkan impian yg cek xnmpk jalan nk capai...

cek pon isikan la masa lapang dengan perkara2 yg bg cek sngt berfaedah!!! 

first of all... cek be healtier than before

like always makan a lots of fruits and kurangkan makan nasi..

boleh ja cek nak tinggai nasi truk but nafsu ni tak bagi cos kadang2 balik umaaa

tgk mama masak sedap..so dgn rasa berslhnya ambik la sikit nasi and makan :(

so now on mission everyday is 500 sit ups!!!

susah jgk nk capai..tapi Alhamdulillah sebab paling kurang pon now 100 to 150

banyak la jgk kan tu?

hehee..then now addicted to ZUMBA

so cek dah learned new/few step dlm youtube so cek ikut laaa

nowadays dah buat zumba lagu2 ni

1- Papi

2- Rain over me

3- Alla around the world

4- Wiggle

empat lagu ni pun kalau buat betoi2 none stop boleh berpeluh teruk ni...

pastu jadual makan plak

pagi = makan buah saja

tgh hari = makan roti,tluq,bahulu,apa2 jaa aslkan bukan nasi or bnda goreng2

teabreak = makan buat jgk

dinner = makan lauk kt uma + nasi sikit

so cek minum jgk Clenx Tea and pakai lossyen fellina

sebab misi sebenarya nak PERUT FLAT

flashback/throwback

Assalamualaikum,

By the way semua busy kerja cek busy update blog..

manager kat blakang ni hope tak nmpk..or nmpk pun diminta buat tatau boleh tak?

heheeh...

by the way..hari ni punya la bapak malas nak buat kerjaa..sattle cepat2 mana2 eval engineer bagi pastu mai lepak depan PC smpai balik..bila dah xdk kerja tu bukak la blog..

belek one by one.. baca one by one story dari dulu until now

banyak rupanya pengalaman..kepahitan..kegembiraan yang cek alami...

semua pasang surut tapi yang cek pasti.. semua kegembiraan tu cek dlm rasa sat saja..lastly cek yg kecewa terukk!!

even macam tu pun cek still take every relationship seriously!

wow!! How much i admire my own heart!

So now pun hidup biasa la..kembali kosong...even Philip still there tapi tak kemana..

hubungan ni mmg takkan kemanaa..so cek anggap kami ni member saja..

Perasaan syg cinta ni smua dah hilang dah..tatau la pas ni nk muncuii kat sapa lak..

seriously, I have no luck with man!

Kosong

Ye.. hidup ni kembali kosong

Kosong macam dulu plak sejak Philip p.

Bencinya..bila ingt kenangan kami rasa mcm nak jaa call dia ckp..

u took everything with you!!!1

nak pulih kekosongan ni balik perlu masa yang sngt lama..

Ya Rab..bantulah hambamu ini :(

Aku rasa hidup ni mcm tadak makna!!!

Seriously rasa sngt kosong :(

Wow! dah Ogos 2014

Just cant believe it its already August!!

And i still in the middle of nowhere

but im glad that im happy even someone just just broke my heart!!

well said,

im not lucky in the love life but im lucky coz there still a lot of people who love me :)

I still will go on with my dreams even he took it all way with him

Let's take it as experience!!

bye bye now