ATIE ZIEYA !

 This is just another post of about me ! 

NAME

Call me Atie or Zieya , either one is OKAY! 

AGE

in 2020, my current age is 30! 

FAVORITE THINGS TO DO 

I am a movie/series and anime's freak!i can watch any genre.
Currently i am into BL THAI DRAMA. u will see me doing lots of review with that genre!
if you asked me either i support LGBT, i do not know if i am but i do not hate it.
i did not feel yucky about it. 

MUSICS

I do not have specific genre, as long as its nice for my ears! 
if anyone checking my apple music there are lots kind of languages and genre. 
Mostly Hindi,English,Japanese,Thai,Mandarin.......etc

TUMMY!

I love to eat! i love meats but i am not a food hunter !
 I never say  " no thank you " to free food. I don't like to drink milk.
I love plain warm water. I prefer warm then cold.

FAVORITE PLACE

Japan!
My sweet escape always going to be Japan.
I actually fall for this idol from Japan and ended up to go there for concert. 
 (I am a FAN-GIRL)
Yet i fall for the culture and the language!
So i am learning Japanese since.

FAVORITE COLOR

Currently is yellow.

NOTE

i am very hot-temper person. i easily gets trigger.
I am too straightforward till sometimes i do not filter my words.
I have my own way of thinking and i hate people who likes bashing others.
I am NOT judge mental. People can come to me talks about ANY TOPICS.
i'll put myself in their shoes before i give out my opinion about somethings and i do not mind if people said i'm wrong. I believe karma is a bitch because it happened to me so many times and i stop judging people since that! I have much obsessive syndrome like i easily get hooked on something and can not stop talking/thinking/listening/watching about it/he/she. Do not let me watch things that i am not into because once i fall in the hole, its so hard for me to climb up! Pity me :(.
And lastly, MY GRAMMAR IS TOTALLY ERROR. 
Please just ignore if my English/Japanese is NG.

SOCIAL MEDIA
 
YOU-TUBE   /    TWITTER    /   INSTAGRAM

Viva's Trunk Tajam :(

 

So ahad lepas, my brother and i pergi tesco!

then since now Tesco dah tak provide plastic ( ikut hari but i always forgot hari apa )

then i always bring my own big bag sebab nanti senang..

That big bag selalu ada bawah seat kereta, but hari tu after kemas dalam kereta, i decided to put it at the trunk on the back.

Nak dijadikan cerita, i pun bukak trunk utk ambik bg plastic..

since my car jarang ada orang naik,orang tumpang,

so mostly trunk tak bukak sangat sbb barang shopping all akan ada dekat seat belakang.

Me pun dgn confidentnyaaa bukak trunk kereta nak ambik beg besar tu, in mind ...
viva's trunk akan naik laju... so tanpa tunggu and lihat pintu trunk bukak,
i swinged my head tunduk nak masukkan kepala dalam trunk.

TERUS TERHANTUK!
sakitnya yang amat sangat!

my brother : luka tak?

me : impossible , sbb bukan tajam pun

then we walked and starts shopping.
sakit sangat tu ,terus i pgg then ohhhh its liquid!

suruh my brother check

brother : its bleeding !!!

HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! 
then nasib baik luka tak deep... ! then i dont feel dizzy or anything !

Please take care ya semuaaa!! 
always hati hari in everything !
 

thank you for reading!

Lack of post from me

sorry for lack of post and lact of BW too..

my mood for writing seems OFF a bit for these past few weeks

i really want to catch up with the BW and drop the comments as always.

but need to gather all the mood and shoot it in one GO!

my life is the same and my house is quite empty after my brother moved out.

only me and my parents stays,

and both of them working so on my OFF days i will be HOME ALONE

which i HATE it but my body is weak to follow mama to the GUEST HOUSE.

Since its hard to get PEKERJA so mama decided to Jaga by her own.

its fun place to hang out and stays..

Photo too see

this is just facing the beach, so if you stand/sit at the balcony u can enjoy the sea + sunset ❤

if u all interested. please drop me an email here or contact

  013-4331665 / 04- 8811316.

*u can ask the photo of the room*

please don't go to Booking.com for the reservation.

This place is call Ali's Guest House in Batu Feringgi

March is over

i want to up this post at 31 march or at least 1 of April?

but i have no time T^T (gomen ne)

this entry to sum up about my birthday!

nothing much 

i got two cake ^^

its actually my brother's akad nikah but i stole the thunder for a while ^^

Happy Born Day to ME!

nothing new!

just a normal regular girl that still fighting to be alive!

another year older :)

oh well !

u r still far away !

HAPPY CAKE DAY TO ME :)

Nothing interesting to share

ただいま !!! 💚💛💜

Phew... ops i did it again! Sorry!

i disappeared but i did few BW ,did i? Yes i did!

i am not that busy about work or RL.

but my Fangirling life is Busy as always.

ps : currently we all in this fandom is working on a FIC for one of our friend's Birthday tomorrow.

we 12 people  from across the globe are working on it part by part. 

it was crazy! *i will share it here tomorrow.

2nd is

a few friends in the fandom are facing a depression. it was scary to read all their tweets and i tried to reached them but its kills me inside because i need to be careful with all the words i said.

beside that ~ of course busy with scheduling on May trip to Japan. 

So hard to get a concert tickets thou and my membership has no luck. 

*i am still mad at YUYA*

after few USAHA & helps i manage to get two tickets for the concert with good price!

*in this JPOP,its not easy to get a ticket concert,phew*

erm what else?

currently i am watching quite few Jdrama in one go! *crazy thats me*

 "haih la atie, how to get a boyfriend is this whats going on in your life?"

i will share about all the Jdrama that currently im watching soon enough :)

love of love!!!

Atie より

i got ACTION CAMERA!!

hey hey!

 i am back!!

*tak hilang lama pon*

so my dad got his EPF money, he asked what i want?

since i work and make my own money 

i don't know what do i want from him

he offered me to pay for my flight tickets to Japan but nah! 

i don't want to bother him that much

*once u know u are not from the rich family, u have to know your limit*

i don't impress with people who still depending on their parents,

" i literally talking about my cousins here "

my dad said i need to at least asking for one things so he wouldn't feel bad since both my brothers are really make their list!!!!

*urghh*

so i decided to ~~~

*drum roll*

i got ACTION CAMERA!! 

*i want to vlog so bad*

gpro is like RM1K so is a no no to me

this Action Camera is Rm257 。

*please wait for my vlog!!!!!*

How i Learn Japanese

Just sharing my fav method to learn Japanese.

Me learning japanese or actually can apply to another languages too.

So i listen and watching YOUTUBE a lot, 

every day till i manage to remember!

So i am sharing two fav youtubers that i always look forward for their videos.

and

both of them are my fav ^^

i am still ill T^T

Suffering from Chronic Bronchitis is  hmm BAD.

2 months suffering from coughing and still~

i still have a month left till i fully recover T^T

What is Bronchitis?

Chronic bronchitis is defined as a productive cough that lasts for three months or more per year for at least two years.^[8] Most people with chronic bronchitis have chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD).^[9] Protracted bacterial bronchitis is defined as a chronic productive cough with a positive bronchoalveolar lavage that resolves with antibiotics.^[22][23] Symptoms of chronic bronchitis may include wheezing and shortness of breath, especially upon exertion and low oxygen saturations.^[24] The cough is often worse soon after awakening and the sputum produced may have a yellow or green color and may be streaked with specks of blood.^[25]

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two types but i just shared mine.

*Can't believe that Yuya is suffering from Acute Bronchitis and i means that we will fall sick at the same time but he heal first 😔  *i'm OKAY*

but i am so thankful that my enzyme HEALED  before i fly to JAPAN 💚

Quick update ^^

Everyone!

sihat?

 sorry for disappearing for about a week?

work was hectic and still hectic actually!

i miss BW i miss updating new post!

i just done lurking few blog and comments dropped ^^

current update about me ^^

i am counting days to Japan on MAY! 

yay!!!! 

*japan will always be my second HOME*

Quote from me

"LAUGH CRY SMILE TODAY BECAUSE TOMORROW MIGHT NOT COME"

LOTS OF LOVE

ATIE ZIEYA   

I got my X'mas gift ^^

Flew from Japan to Malaysia!

its from My Godmother & Godsister from Japan!

i feel so bless! and i dont expect this!

In Japan, Atie is no longer my name, Okaasan call me Lily ^^

So i am Fushida Lily but sometimes it can be Fushida Atie

but Okaasan call me Lily-Chan .

all of these are precious to me 

~ RANDOM ~

祐くんへ。

ね〜

私はこれを言う方法を知らない。私は頑張るよー。

未来についてあたしはしらないだけどあたしもうともうとがんばるよ。

じゃ、まってね,

祐くんが好きだ。初めてだ。こんなに人を好きになったのば

アティエより

Let me tell you about ........

when i was a kid,

i always told myself that one day il be on tv!

il be famous! *i wanna be an actress*

time past

.

.

.

.

lots thing happened when i was in form 3!

i feels like i need some changing 

i apply Techincal school and i got it!

*i have no idea what is ELECTRONIC means *ikut member,la ni kan

so i learn myself out! 

but still im thinking what should i be? i wanna be an actress! still!

:

:

 till one day sekolah buat rombongan ke JMTI

(Japanese Malaysian Techinical Institute)

⇑

i fall in love!

then after SPM, lots of audition,

AF,DEWI REMAJA

 i dont go!

i was at the door for Akademi Fantasia audition! 

fill up the form!

sign in!

yet i changed my mind i told my dad!

let me at least have a Diploma before anything happened!

then i fall in love with someone that i shouldn't!

and my dream comes true! i got to study in JMTI ~ i am so excited with Japanese Language 

as i have Japanese StepGrandMother !

i forgot my dreams to be an actress!

i study my ass out and enjoy my love life *not so enjoyable at all! (i regrets till now)

then my Japanese StepGrandMa said.

 "if you be able to fluent in Japanese! 

after this Diploma, il sent you in Japan for 3 months! 

stay with my mother over there and survive, back to Malaysia... work with me! be a translator "

thats what she said  ^^

 i was too happy and i agreed!

too many things happened after 3 years me & my so called boyfriend at that time

break off! i was so looking forward to be in Japan! really!!!

so, 6 months practical! everything is ruined!

*i blamed myself*

so i got to know this one guy! 

*i did wrote about him in this blog if you dig, 2011 perhaps, but deleted most of it already especially ENTRY THAT HAS HIS PHOTO & NAMES*

falling for him! was a gift and i was soooooo in love (love kill me huh!)

i was focusing to be with him till i forgot about Japan!

After 6 months! we broke up and i was pissed! i was mad! i din think of anything!

i decide to go for work interview and i got it!

once i entered my first day at WORK!

ALL MY DREAMS WAS LIKE HANCUR????? 

i forgot about Japan, i forgot about my Japanese's study! i even forgot about being an actress!

i work for 3 years and i realized 

this is not what i want!

i want to be free!

i dont want to be in this Electronic field even from the starts!!!!!

so i work my ass out!

(well cant complain much! i was in a runway show, i did some few part time modeling, i did theater and i even was in TV2 drama called CHOMBEE ANAK MAMU)

work my ass off to save some amount of money just to get out from Malaysia. 

*as i dont ever dare to spill about my trip to Japan to my grandma since she is mad at me about it,well after 3 years? can you ask it again ?BIG NO*

i want to work in Aussie! 

then i fall in this world called fangirling

*i did starts fangirling when i was 10 with NSYNC but stop because they disband!*

so after like 9 years back to fangirling?

ONE DIRECTION for sure,

then these IDIOTS go for HIATUS!

while saving some money!

i was bored*

oh yeah love life? nahhhhhh....

i am not that stupid to fall in love anymore*, thats what i thought! hahahaha

One Direction gone for hiatus!

me? i was to clever! digging back my old external hard disk and searching for JDRAMA that i love to watch* OGURI SHUN*

soooooooo !!!!!!

i can't help to save myself anymore as i fall in love with this 

JOHNNY'S BOYBAND!

*here i am back again taking Japanese course to be fluent in Japanese!*

while this! too many things i need to face!

i really want to turn back the time! or at least can i reincarnation ??

i know i will definitely 

chasing my dream to be an ACTRESS!

Its just too late for me ^^

ps: i was fine before i met YUYA

sorry , RIP my grammar! 

OKAY OR NOT does anyone care?

I am not OKAY!

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ITS ME

Its me tho!This is what i feel for a long time

Philip came and give me new hope but end up like not gonna going nowhere

Im so heartbroken into damn million pcs

Ba ask me to pull myself together and keep have faith in ALLAH and face ever risk in life

im strong because of him

Thank you Ba for being such an amazing wonderful weirdly father in my Life i dont know what will happened to me if one day you left

You are everything to me

2nd last day

Peeps,

This is my 2nd last day at Keysight Technologies

Such a sad days actually to me  but i've been worse of course..

So far cek rasa happy sebab kt sini semua org agak friendly even my engineer

but sadly i cant stay here any longer coz of future :)

so, cek dpt hadiah laa...hahahaa 

im so happy sebab ada jgk la yg sudi bagi i hadiah kan...

chocolate is my fav but are they try to ruin my diet??!!!!!!

hahaa...

ok kerja byk but i feels like hupdate blog hari ni..so.... screw work!!!!!!!

see you next update!!! 

two weeks left

two weeks left in Keysight!!!

MOOD malam menguasai diri dah!!!

ACTIVITY seharian

Cek nowadays agak keliru dgn impian diri sendiri

but so far i know im back to my old self yg susah nk pujuk

hahaha..actually i am who i am and only me know how hurt to be me!

so far disebabkan impian yg cek xnmpk jalan nk capai...

cek pon isikan la masa lapang dengan perkara2 yg bg cek sngt berfaedah!!! 

first of all... cek be healtier than before

like always makan a lots of fruits and kurangkan makan nasi..

boleh ja cek nak tinggai nasi truk but nafsu ni tak bagi cos kadang2 balik umaaa

tgk mama masak sedap..so dgn rasa berslhnya ambik la sikit nasi and makan :(

so now on mission everyday is 500 sit ups!!!

susah jgk nk capai..tapi Alhamdulillah sebab paling kurang pon now 100 to 150

banyak la jgk kan tu?

hehee..then now addicted to ZUMBA

so cek dah learned new/few step dlm youtube so cek ikut laaa

nowadays dah buat zumba lagu2 ni

1- Papi

2- Rain over me

3- Alla around the world

4- Wiggle

empat lagu ni pun kalau buat betoi2 none stop boleh berpeluh teruk ni...

pastu jadual makan plak

pagi = makan buah saja

tgh hari = makan roti,tluq,bahulu,apa2 jaa aslkan bukan nasi or bnda goreng2

teabreak = makan buat jgk

dinner = makan lauk kt uma + nasi sikit

so cek minum jgk Clenx Tea and pakai lossyen fellina

sebab misi sebenarya nak PERUT FLAT

flashback/throwback

Assalamualaikum,

By the way semua busy kerja cek busy update blog..

manager kat blakang ni hope tak nmpk..or nmpk pun diminta buat tatau boleh tak?

heheeh...

by the way..hari ni punya la bapak malas nak buat kerjaa..sattle cepat2 mana2 eval engineer bagi pastu mai lepak depan PC smpai balik..bila dah xdk kerja tu bukak la blog..

belek one by one.. baca one by one story dari dulu until now

banyak rupanya pengalaman..kepahitan..kegembiraan yang cek alami...

semua pasang surut tapi yang cek pasti.. semua kegembiraan tu cek dlm rasa sat saja..lastly cek yg kecewa terukk!!

even macam tu pun cek still take every relationship seriously!

wow!! How much i admire my own heart!

So now pun hidup biasa la..kembali kosong...even Philip still there tapi tak kemana..

hubungan ni mmg takkan kemanaa..so cek anggap kami ni member saja..

Perasaan syg cinta ni smua dah hilang dah..tatau la pas ni nk muncuii kat sapa lak..

seriously, I have no luck with man!

Kosong

Ye.. hidup ni kembali kosong

Kosong macam dulu plak sejak Philip p.

Bencinya..bila ingt kenangan kami rasa mcm nak jaa call dia ckp..

u took everything with you!!!1

nak pulih kekosongan ni balik perlu masa yang sngt lama..

Ya Rab..bantulah hambamu ini :(

Aku rasa hidup ni mcm tadak makna!!!

Seriously rasa sngt kosong :(