Monday, May 24, 2021

I lost my grandma last night

I lost my beloved grandma last night and she's gone without telling me goodbye.
Its sad when on the 2nd Raya I went to police station for permission but only my parents got it. So, I let my parents go without me. But I keep telling myself that at least let me meet her for the last time before anything happened but the luck is not on me. With this MCO and things, my mom got called from her brother in law said that we all lost her. He called her with a tears and apologies because he can not do anything about it. My mom keep saying that it is not his fault yet he still said its his fault.

My grandma was so strong. As a single mother she don't need anyone to depends on. She work for her living and proud to be herself. She is kind of person who willing to take any meds just to be healthy so that she can work and get her own money. She did so many things. She work at school canteen, she open her own stall , she work in factory like i said, she do not need anyone to depends on because she knows that she can make money on her own.

She diagnosed with Diabetes yet she is still okay. I always saw he carry a bag with medicines. She took it everywhere with her. She said that he wants to be healthy she wants to work and one day out of nowhere her leg started to wound and festering yet she don't wanna give up. She did so many things, she listen to so many advice to make that festering goes away. He does not want to go to clinic because she was scared.

Day by day it gets worst and we decided to sent her to hospital and she got amputated.
Ever since that, I never see her work hard to be healthy anymore. Whenever I joke around with her, she keep saying that she only has one leg now. It makes me sad. Told my mom that there are so many option, we can buy the wheelchair or prosthetic leg. As long as she willing to try but she just wanted to lay down. Even she do not feel like sitting down by her own. She wants help. That is where I noticed that she is mentally tired.

My aunt, the one who take care of her told that she once said that " if she died, she wants only family who manage her " Jenazah " and it comes true. Due to this MCO only us, the family are there to settled it quickly. All those who came were only relatives. 


So, Nani does not has lots of money but she got left her jewelry. These 3 siblings sort it out all and I got one of my Nani's bracelet and locket.

Sunday, May 23, 2021

I got virtual Kad Raya from Alien Oren

I got my blog reviewed by Alien Oren and every little things she said about me is so true.
I love the way she describe my blog theme and actually I am been thinking to pay her a service to decorating my blog soon but not soo soon.

I love when she describe me
Dia macam ganas, tapi penuh keayuan gitu "
It is 100% correct because that is exactly I want people to know me. I can be kind and nice but at the same time don't mess with me ! 


 Dear AO,

Thank you for reviewed my blog and I am so sorry for not be able to 100% giving commitment for the contest because of my real life event its too busy. Thank you for this virtual orange's Raya's card which has my name on it. Thank you for listing all my social media too. Keep blogging and stay safe ya! 

Friday, May 21, 2021

Happy Birthday Giveaway by Abam Kie

 Joining another Birthday GA by Abam Kie!
Lets all join it ya!!!!
and 
Good luck !!

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DATELINE : 19 TO 31 MAY 2021

Thursday, May 20, 2021

WON TOP COMMENTATORS - APRIL 2021 at Blog Kak Ret

To be announced that am listed to top 10 commentator from blog AKO RETNA!
Then Kak Ret made a video of choosing 3 winners and I can not believe it that I am on that list.
Due to lack appearing here right now so Kak Ret has to approached me twice, sorry Kak Ret.
And few weeks later a very delicious cookies and my favorite is 

CONFLAKES RAISIN COOKIES !!!!

Here what came on my doorstep few days ago!


Kak Ret,
Thank you so much for these cookies. 
I love it all so much. Keep blogging and I'll keep coming :)


Sunday, May 16, 2021

Happy Teacher's Day !

 Wishing my sweet teacher a happy teacher’s day. I send all my love and hope that the day turns out to be one of your best you have ever celebrated.



Happy Teacher's Day !

Saturday, May 15, 2021

1st Giveaway Sempena B'day SA 6 June 2021

 Today I am joining a Birthday GA that held by Sis Suria Amanda !
Surprisingly she does not look like she's in her 40's now.

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The rules are so simple and easy just like every others GA 
Lets all join this GA to support :)

Dateline :
10 May 2021 - 6 June 2021 

Good luck to those whose joining !!

Thursday, May 13, 2021

EID MUBARAK 2021

Amid the global health crisis, here is my Dua: May Allah heal the world and bring peace. Wishing you a very Happy Eid!
 

SALAM AIDILFITRI DAN MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

for those who celebrate Eid today :)
Congrats on fasting !!!! 

Tuesday, May 11, 2021

Jujutsu Kaisen

I am so late to share my thoughts on this. Most of my friend watched this while it was on going but i take a step longer to finished it because I have plenty of others to finish it. Like I have more drama and GMMTV always has their way.


PLOT

Yuji Itadori is a boy with tremendous physical strength, though he lives a completely ordinary high school life. One day, to save a friend who has been attacked by cursed spirits, he eats the finger of Sukuna, taking the curse into his own soul. From then on, he shares one body with the King of Curses.

MY THOUGHT

Fall for Itadori's character which is funny and i like how he brings out himself to listen to his grandpa's will before he died that he has to help others even a bit just because he is strong. The character is totally different from others anime that I have seen. Itadori is willing to help people just because of the last wish. He cant ignore it so he helped others. And fall hard when i got a glimpse of Sukuna, the handsome villain in the era. I like it when Sukuna took part in Itadori's body more like inside him. I like how Sukuna talks and being so relaks but at the same time a lil bit funny. Funny is not the one that make me laugh but the one makes me said ! OH THATS MY MAN! hahaha! falling in love with 2D character is crazy but this is just not me. Anyone who watched Jujutsu Kaisen will have the same opinion as mind which is SUKUNA RYOMEN IS A VERY HANDSOME VILLIAN ! I always like how school kids has their own team to fight for peace. Like Naruto, Boku No Hero so Jujutsu Kaisen is one kind of the series. I enjoyed every bits of the friendship between Itadori, Megumi and Nobara also their teacher Satoru Gojou. Feels like I am watching Naruto because the character pretty much the same but different. Oh you know what I meant! Anyway! Its a very good to watch and its really recommended. 

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Monday, May 10, 2021

Takut Ke Tak

 Obviously I watched this movie to see Arwind Kumar because I have been following his videos for so long and he is so funny. Mind in mind to watched it in Cinema but covid happened. So I just need to get a right platform to watched it and I did.


MY THOUGHTS

I dont have much to talk about this movie because I think this series is trying explained the cliche horror story in sarcasm way but it end up being so cliche as well. Arwind is funny and his character is interesting. I think he portray his role in interesting way. The story is so ridiculous but if u just pun in mind to watch it just to enjoy without putting 100% expectation like how u want it turn out to be as good as CONJURING then it is not okay. So, this movie's storyline is simple but the ending is sad. I like the moral value of the friendship of how one of them scarified for others.  I watched this while driving so I did not really put attention on every details. One time watch. :)

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Sunday, May 9, 2021

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

Being a mom is never easy, but there’s no more important job in the world than this. For the sacrifices you make and the love you give… thank you to all the moms out there


Dear Mama,

I do not want to get married, let me just take a good care of you : )
Thanks for all the diaper changes, meal times (even when I throw my food on the floor), and endless outfit changes. You really are amazing!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ! 


 

Saturday, May 8, 2021

Ride Or Die

Randomly saw the trailer on Netflix and I feels like watching it. It turn out to be amazing but 100% 18 above with nudity. Since this is LGBT so, feel free to skip and read about my thoughts. I think I love movies and series that involve emotion this is why I can enjoy 2hrs and 22min staring at my laptop screen watching this movie. I was shocked when I see Maki Yoko in this movie. I kind of like her from Voice. About to marathon her dorama's later. 
 

The text written on the poster is  " Kanojo means She " while on Netflix's title is RIDE OR DIE. I do not get the logic there but oh well. This movie is an adapted from the manga series "Gunjo" by Ching Nakamura. Which I bet manga has way more details on it.

  • Movie: Ride or Die
  • Country: Japan
  • Release Date: Apr 15, 2021
  • Duration: 2 hr. 22 min.
  • Content Rating: R - Restricted Screening (nudity & violence)


PLOT

Her abusive husband is dead, killed by her lesbian friend who’d do anything for her. Now they’re running for their lives.
(Source: Netflix)

 MY THOUGHTS

Its understandable that Rei is willing to do anything to Nanae. She loves Nanae since teenagers and she do not even try to get her because he knows that Nanae is not a lesbian. Rei always there whenever Nanae in trouble. The part where Rei said that its no different if Nanae sell her body for money to man or to her, at least she wont force Nanae to do anything with her. There are so many silent moments between each scene but I love it. Its not boring because I kinda like this kind of emotional plot. I have no complaints so that is why this review is short. Its 18 and has nude scene and its not good to watch with kids. Overall, i do not mind re-watching this again at anytime soon.

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Friday, May 7, 2021

The Maid

Again with my kind of randomly choose any horror movie to enjoy my day off.
The trailer on Netflix seems promising.


So happy to see the familiar face again even I choose this movie randomly. I like her from UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN

  • Movie: The Maid
  • Country: Thailand
  • Release Date: Jul 9, 2020
  • Duration: 1 hr. 40 min.
  • Content Rating: 18+ Restricted (violence & profanity)

PLOT

A teenager Joy, begins working as a household maid at a rich family's house. Everyone likes Joy, even the young child of the household, however something isn't right about the house. There is a ghost haunting the house, and only the little girl and Joy can see her.

MY THOUGHTS

The plot is crazy. I was confuse at first like what is the connection between Joy and Ploy and when i found out about it. Its shocking. The story line is fast and so fast. How she manage to play the role as Joy is interesting. I love how the flashback of every scene when the ghost touched Joy but in my defends, all fault goes to the dead because she is the one who plays all the games. Then because of the love, Joy willing to do anything for the beloved one and keep the child. I can not share the details because this is worth to watch. It is cliche and boring at first but when the conflict started, you can never rest because there are so much surprising events and it does included LGBT. I might rewatching it again because no regrets. Its suck a good thriller horror and psycho. I think every cast played their role well enough.

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Thursday, May 6, 2021

Ouija

I think I have watched this movie for more than one time but I just can not remember the story line. I used to be horror movie freak but not anymore.
  "Uhukkk atie love BL now Uhukkk " 
I got a day off finally and mingling around Netflix and I clicked on this movie. Wanna watch few minute only but I actually finished it. 


PLOT

Debbie Galardi recalls playing Ouija with her best friend Laine Morris as children. In the present day, Debbie throws her Ouija board into the fire, burning it. Debbie implies to Laine that something strange happened with the Ouija board. After Laine leaves, the Ouija board reappears in Debbie's bedroom. Debbie becomes possessed and hangs herself with Christmas lights inside her home.

MY THOUGHTS 

I can understand how Laine can not move on after Debbie's death. She kind of blame herself for not trying to understand Debbie. Inside in her heart feels like Debbie is not as what people think. If I were Debbie, I kind of want to know the truth as well why is this happening. Losing a best friend is not a joke. The plot twist of this conflict is interesting, it makes me jaw drop. I love it and will watch it again soon.   

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Tuesday, May 4, 2021

The Penthouse: War in Life

Its already at season 3 now but me just finished with Season 1. Let my dad watched it first then I provided the files to my brother and last but not least I watched it. 


I seriously fall in love with Lee Ji Ah. She is so pretty, soft and hot at the same time. I like her wardrobe. It is not my kind of dressing but I just love to see and excited with her dress up every time she appeared. 

  • Drama: The Penthouse: War in Life
  • Country: South Korea
  • Episodes: 21
  • Aired: Oct 26, 2020 - Jan 5, 2021
  • Aired On: Monday, Tuesday
  • Original Network: SBS
  • Duration: 1 hr. 25 min.
  • Content Rating: 15+ - Teens 15 or older


PLOT

The residents of Hera Palace, a luxury penthouse apartment with 100 floors, have many secrets and hidden ambitions. Sim Su Ryeon, who was born into wealth, is the queen of the penthouse apartment. Cheon Seo Jin, the prima donna of the residence, does all she can to give everything to her daughter. Oh Yoon Hee comes from a poor family background, but she strives to enter high society by becoming the queen of the penthouse, the pinnacle of success in her eyes. A battle for wealth, power, and prestige at Seoul’s most coveted penthouse begins.

MY THOUGHTS

This series is massively crazy. The conflict are so interesting. So many things happened at the same time and the plot twist is surreal. I really hope the good character stay good but the writer know how to surprised us. Every character and roles that played by the actor/actress are good. I like how Joo Dan Tea always being so calm in whatever. Not to be mention Logan Lee's accent and his grey hair. I have no regrets watching this K-drama but one thing I dislike is the like to shout/yell/scream and their language is just no music for me. I hate it but the storyline is nice so I bare with it. I like how things always surprised us and the conflict does not go long to exposed. Shim Soo Ryun is mostly my favorite character because she is calm in handling things on her own. She knows what she is doing and she is just so pretty when she cried. Lol Anyway, I do not have intention to spill anything because this series is worth to watch, Its highly recommended because even my dad love it so much. He is the one who insisted for me to watch. Cant wait to watch season 2 and wait for the review ya :)

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Monday, May 3, 2021

Ouija : Origin Of Evil

After I watched OUIJA on Netflix I looked all over the place for this prequel and found it on 123movie. Lots of ads but still enjoying it. 


PLOT

In 1967 Los Angeles, a young widow named Alice Zander works out of her suburban home as a spiritual medium, accompanied by her daughters, 15-year-old Paulina "Lina" and 9-year-old Doris. The family is still reeling over the recent death of Roger, Alice's husband and the kids' father. At Lina's casual suggestion, Alice incorporates a Ouija board into her readings. While trying out the board, she unknowingly contacts a spirit named Marcus that begins to possess Doris.

MY THOUGHTS

This prequel is interesting as I thought. I like how the story flow. I like how the mother and daughter loves between Alice and the two of them. If playing with spirit, you have to always scarified soul and for the sake of the daughter she is willing to give her own. I watched it like months ago and I totally forget the vibe of this movie so that I can not express them with words but it is highly recommended for sure.

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Sunday, May 2, 2021

Bercinta Dengan Jin

 

Tayangan : Astro Citra (HD)
Pengarah : Irwan Rauf
Penulis Skrip : Baizura Kahar
Penerbit : Motiofixu Sdn. Bhd. dan Silent Kaiju Studio
Pelakon : Uyaina Arshad, Yusuf Bahrin, Raja Syahiran dan ramai lagi

MY THOUGHTS

This storyline is light but sharp like its not her fault to fall in love 





Saturday, May 1, 2021

Greta

Randomly watch this series on Netflix and enjoyed it. But it takes few days to finished it because someone keep pausing on it. Got distracted been said. 


PLOT

Frances McCullen (Chloë Grace Moretz) is a young waitress living in New York City with her friend and roommate Erica (Maika Monroe). Frances is still reeling from the death of her mother one year prior, and maintains a strained relationship with her workaholic father Chris (Colm Feore). One morning, Frances finds a handbag on a subway train; the ID inside confirms the bag belongs to a Greta Hideg (Isabelle Huppert). Frances visits Greta to return the bag and Greta invites her in for a cup of coffee.


MY THOUGHTS

Greta is hella scary but she is someone that need attention and love. She can not get pure love so she force to be love. Its crazy. Mental health has so many level. We just have to be careful with a strangers. Do not always trust people around and always pun in mind how to get away from danger. I do not know how to review this movie with my words but for me this movie is a lil bit slow yet its interesting because I can not wait to see what's next and what Greta capable with. Yet she is scary and crazy. Its not that highly recommended but feel free to watch on Netflix.

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