What is your definition about first love?

I used to think that first love is your first boyfriend. People said that it is hard to forget your first love. 
Is it true? That why I feel nothing towards my first boyfriend? I was wondering...
Then some said that the first love is the boyfriend that you love with your whole heart till you willing to sacrifice everything for the person just for them to be happy. Then, to think again that yes I do have one of them that I falling hard and willing to let him go just to make him happy. (AT THAT TIME). But I moved on and I feel nothing towards him anymore. Like whenever he come back or I am trying to picturing myself marrying him, NO! It will never happened because I am not I use to be before. So, that is not my first love too?

WHAT IS THE ACTUAL DEFINATION ABOUT FIRST LOVE?

Then a junior came to me and asked about my love experience. So I told her about this guy that until today, if someone mentioned his name or anything related to him, I will feel something, I will feel heartache, regrets angry, good memories so many mix feeling and I rather quite but wanting to listen more about him. At first I thought its because between us has no closure but then when the junior asked when do i started to like him, I was like hmmmm perhaps when I was in primary school? Bammmm!!!!

Then I was like asking the junior, 

 " Is it because he is my first love, the first person I like this is why I have all this mix feeling towards him? "

She just shake her head saying 

 " I don't know "

So here i am asking all my lovely readers,

WHAT IS YOUR DEFINATION ABOUT FIRST LOVE?

Do please answer me because I am confuse :)

Trapped in the dream?

 Pernah terperangkap dalam mimpi? 

Tau itu minpi. tapi dah rasa malas nak hadapi mimpi tu, then rasa macam nak tukar mimpi tapi tak boleh, then tiba tiba mimpi tu nak bertukar jadi makin merepek terus rasa rimas then nak jaga dari tidur, nak refresh then paksa untuk terjaga dari tidur tapi rupanya itu masih minpi... tidur yang baru terjaga tu still tak best, still buat rasa tanak mimpi ni, nak bangun tidur dan tau orang orang dalam mimpi sekarang ni jahat.. nak selamatkan diri dari sini tapi dengan satu cara saja kena jaga dari tidur reality. Lepas cuba untuk bangun lagi tapi tak boleh , akhirnya baca surah Alfatihah tapi ada tersebut ayat yang salah cuba lagi, dah rasa terjaga tapi still dalam mimpi, lawan pula dengan ayat Qursi, Dan akhirnya terjaga dalam dunia reality..

 mimpi, terjaga tapi still dalam mimpi, terjaga lagi tapi masih dalam mimpi paksa untuk terjaga lagi tapi masih dalam mimpi dan akhirnya lepas baca surah Qursi dan Al-fatehah baru terjaga dalam dunia reality. 

Pernah tak alami?

Question : How to add Top Commentator in blog-spot

Hi semua,

I ada problem untuk masukkan top commentator dalam blog.

Dah searched pelbagai jenis HTML/code and tutorials

tapi still tak dapat solution.

Ada siapa2 sini baik hati nak tolong ajarkan ?

or bagi code to me :( 

Reason nak top commentator ni sebab nak bagi sagu hati dekat siapa2 yang rajin BW my blog and comment.Saja nak bg every one happy :)

but still tak dpt figure out how nak buat top commentator tu..

Thank you in advance siapa yang sudi let me know :)

edit : i got helped from TIARA SAPPHIRE , thank you so much :)