Day 15 : Where are you in 10 years later?

Finally my last post for this challenge! 

I enjoyed doing this challenge because i finally can write and share about other things rather than only movie/series but after this 15 entries, i will be back to all those movie sharing, hahahaha unless I found another challenge to do but perhaps!

Back to my challenge!

Even after 10 years, I still want my parents to be healthy and I am still will taking care of them. I just want them to still be breathing and healthy. Other that than, I just leave it to Allah. I will follow the flow and be alive. I don't know what is my future gonna hold, i am tired to plan for future. Perhaps I can still keep blogging and sharing things that i love. Still been doing Vlog on my Youtube channel. But most important thing is I am going to make sure I have tons of money ! Hahahahaha  I wanna be rich ! 

Ended my challenge here and thank you everyone for always coming back here and commenting my post and following my challenge.  

Day 14 : How much changes on yourself in 2 years

Now is 2021 and I shall compare myself with 2019 is it?

2019

I have to calculate my salary and save every single penny that have for Japan.

I looked at the cheapest dish in the menu.

I use Vaseline as face moisturizer.

I do not really spent money for others.

My wardrobe mostly from 4/5 years ago.

I drinks original ginger juice as my vitamin daily.

Using old laptop from 1 Malaysia to do my work.

Rarely go out to have fun and eat at good restaurants

2021

Since I still have the saving for Japan in 2019, I do not need to put money for Japan funds anymore because the Yen is still un-touch.

I just order whatever I feels like eating without looking at the price.

I am now have proper moisturizer. 

I am more spending to others and feel happy about it.

Lots of new outfit for my insta OOTD.

Finally I can buy a good VitC for myself.

Using Asus and i can use Sony Vegas for video editing.

Weekly outing with friends

HEART WISE

Nothing change, still the same from 7 years ago !!

Day 13 : 5 Things i hope to have in future

5 things that I hope in future? Simple as but not as simple as that! 
I surely need to work extra hard 

• MY PARENTS HEALTH

I want my parents to be always healthy and always have each other back and I want both of them to stay with me.

•  MY HEALTH

To take care of my parents health I have to be healthy too right ? So I want my health to maintain.

• MONEY

Of course to keep healthy and happy life I need tons of money to cover up for me and my parents

• OWN FAMILY

I don't care about having man with me because I am independent person. But i want to raise kids !!! If I don't have the other half created for me in this world, I will just adopt.

• 3MILLION FOLLOWER IN IG & YOUTUBE,LOL

To have tons of money, to take care of myself and my parents and those kids that i adopted, i need tons of money and free time right ? SO if i have lots of followers in my SNS i can be mr.beast and get payment from youtube/ig and do paid review too ! 

There you go! hahahahahahahahh my sillly hope for the future 

Day 12 : Genre of Favorite Books

As same as movie, I do not have any favorite genre. I watch everything  base on my favorite cast.
So, same goes to books. I have this one favorite author name AHADIAT AKASHA 

I like the simple title and the cover of his books. For me its unique, simple and looks delicious!

I read novel from others author's too but Ahadiat Akashah will always be my favorite because his writing is super free and the word he is using is lively. Well, I don't know but i just love it !

I do not have money to buy all the books but can check each of library in my hometown. My name will be there. Library is my favorite escape when I'm in high school.

Day 11 : Favorite Quotes

My favorite quotes?

Same as my banner. But sometimes my mind do stuck in the past. It is hard to let go of the past and forget things. Life is full of sigh and full of regrets apparently. Anyhow, life's goes on until our last breathe right?

Do you have things that you regrets? If you could go back in time but NOT TO change anything, which best things will u choose?

I would choose to go back in my school when i was from 1,2 and 3 but i am bringing my heartless self now to that past time and enjoy without changing any single things. 

 

Day 10 : Dream Room Photo

How I wish I could have this kind of room.

A room with a walking closet + bathroom attached ! 
That's it :)

Day 9 : The importance of education

Intelligent is sexy!

I seriously likes to hangout with those who has lots of knowledge! 

Education can help you a lot in this world. For example, the one has degree above can work from home while us that only holding a diploma has to come to the site during this Corona Era. LOL

With education you can at least prevent yourself for not being fool by others, u have a stable life and easy to make money. I do not say money is everything but at this moment, everything is money.

Therefore, please at least has a diploma in whatever major that you are into. It is never to late to starts the education not matter what age your are. Education has no numbers and no gender! 

Education also increase a self confident.

Thank you for reading!

Day 8 : Fashion type

Fashion type? 

i used to dress up with denim style

But now i am into simple dress since its easy and comfy

But i love seeing people wearing crop top !

i do not have guts yet at the moment waiting for time until i got my tummy goal! hehehe

Thank you for reading!

Day 7 : Obsession/hobby/Passion

My favorite post for this challenge !

1st obsession is WATCHING.
As you all can see that i always sharing all those i am watching daily and yes i am a MOVIE FREAK!
I always have my other phone with me all the time and in that phone has bunch of movies/series/tv show that i haven't yet watch. Once i finish it, I will just delete it.

Genre? I watch any kind of genre base on actor that I like. I watch all country too. Once I put my eyes on this one actor/actress, i will marathon all their kind of drama. 

My favorite actor for Japanese = TEGOSHI YUYA
My favorite actor for Thailand = GUN ATTHAPHAN PHUNSAWAT

Overall in the whole world, only these two catches my attention. Its an addiction to follow all their activities. So this is why Japanese and Thai 's movies/series I am sharing. I do watch all other country as well but my obsession only goes to these two person. 

2nd obsession is LANGUAGE. 

I have a fetish with those who is Multilanguage. If that person can talk more than 3 languages, omg its sexy! LOL... This is why i am currently still learning Japanese and wanting to be fluent.

My target languages for now are : JAPANESE, MANDARIN, HINDI,THAI.

Thank you for reading!

Day 6 : Difficut time in my life

 2020 has be so difficult and 30s hit me hard. Yes due to Covid. 

Covid make up all upside down. Normally since 2016, I will be looking forward for my trip to Japan to watch concert. Been going there every year and sometimes thrice a year.

Same goes with 2020 when they released STORY 's concert dates. I was so looking forward. Prepared all the money as much as I can. Booked  a two ways flight. At the same time I always scrolled on weibo to see the latest Corona Virus news if its spread to Malaysia already.

February, all still good. Our trip still on discussion. I made a plan, a very good plan. I want to drop by at Aokigahara to snap photos. Visiting my God Family in Kobe for 2 days. Back to back Kansai to Tokyo. Hit the ballot for 4 concerts and paid all the tickets.

March, MCO announced. Yet my financial is okay. My salary is ok. after 2 weeks MCO, i need to starts working in the site with letter. It was all okay until my bias's activities got suspended. I am still fine since its just a suspended. Then SA emailed to refunded the flight tickets. Ok my trip is gone! But I got full refund. Heartache from that, I used all my saving Japan money to buy a new camera, a new laptop, new iPhone and redecorating my room.

June, my bias announce that he left NEWS :( This is the hardest part in my life. Because i know i have to restarts everything. I started to feel numb, i started to feel alone and lonely. I started to thinks the purpose of life, I started to questioning myself. Then i started to blame everything surround me, i started to blame my parents for who i am today. I started to get easily trigger in whatever comes that makes me uncomfy. 

I created a private blog and anonymous twitter just to curse myself. Whenever someone tells me about their achievement i will just curse me till i feel better. Whoever come across to that account i am so sorry for you to read that. Scrolled up SNS and seen most of my friend found their other half. But there are no happiness written for me. I have been thru a lot of heartbreaks and they who hurt me got their happiness as well. Why? I started to asked why and why am I still breathing? 

oh well !!!!   lets see how long till my last breathe. I am counting days till end.

Day 5 : What will you do if you are rich?

 This is such a very good question and my answer is one an only!

I wanna be Mr Beast!

I am currently trying to make money from YouTube but gosh editing is such a pain. 

I wanna do a video like, who ever knows me and come and talk to me will receive money ! LOL

Even google AdSense from blogging is hating on me. 

I wanna give out things/cash just like that without choosing people. I wanna go all out. 

 I wanna go to random hospital and buy present for the kids. I wanna do this do that ! 

Watching Mr Beast is so refreshing ! I don't want any pahala seriously.. I just want a smile from the person who received things from me .

Thank you for reading !

Day 4 : What did you do before you sleep?

Every night before I sleep, Off to toilet to wash my face and brush my teeth. Put on moisturizer.

Drinks a cup of water. 

Then talk to my parents wish my dad a good night and tease my mom to ask her to go to sleep. i will say " MAMA !! TIDOQ! " if I see her with her phone on bed. lol

I will check on my phone if there's any texts that i need to reply and check all he social media and what so ever. Check my alarm for next morning then off WIFI and put the phone away far from me.

Close my eyes and say the prayers. Then starts imagining things till i go deep into dreams hehe.. But my sleep is not that good because i will woke up several times in the middle of night and il say this one players. People said it will comes true if we say it between sleep. I have been saying this prayers for 4 years already but no luck ! Hahaha lets see if one day Allah will granted it.
 

That's all my night routine. 
Thank you for reading !  

Day 3 : Picture of my handwriting

 I am left handed and my handwriting is as ugly as my face , lol

I think I was born in a wrong body ! 
I suppose to be a guy but end up being a woman.

I suppose to be right handed but ended up being a left handed.

So far, everything about me is wrong but life goes on.

Thank you for reading!

Day 2 : The source of inspiration while blogging

Been a blogger since 2009 ( on - off )
The inspiration came from someone i called Sis Ain. She is so pretty and i love to read her post. Yet i think she stop from blogging already and more active in ig/facebook. 

I used to shared lots of photos and personal stuff. Then, one fine day, i catch a culprit that stole my photo to put in a random girls facebook? i have no idea what is that Facebook page for but yet i still feels ok. 

Another one fine day, i got a text from a friend told me that someone posted my photo asking if anyone knows me. That friend asked if she can give my phone number and i said YES.

So that person called me. He said that there is someone, a lady were using my photo to flirt around and he is one of the victim. I asked him to forward all the conversation and any of photo that he got. It's shocking. He literally got a lot of my photo from every of my social media.

 Facebook, instagram, blogspot, twitter, wechat...etc! 

Since i will uploads different photo to different media social so i know, which photo is from which sns. Luckily this person is so nice and he gave all the phone numbers that other guys got my photo as well. I texts each of every one of them to say sorry and they understand.

Yes, i know who the person is and i talked to her already and told her if this is happened again then i am going to make a police report. So, lesson learn, no more public posting.

Back to blogging world, I want this blog to active and I have nothing more to share. But i realize that since i am a movie freak so i got the idea why no i just share all movies that I watched. But i am not good in making review so i am just gonna said i am just sharing my thoughts of all these movies.

i wrote a novel as well.

Why? Because my life is so boring and lonely so why not i create a girl in mind to give her happy ending? Hahaha.... too much imagination . I don't mind if my words or sentence in the novel i wrote is wrong because i am not looking forward to be a writer or send my story anywhere. I just want this girl to have happy ending and who knows one day if my brother become a successful director he might turn it into telemovie or short film heheheeh 

That's all from me on Day 2 :)

Thank you for reading!

Day 1 : New photo & facts about you

 Today's topic is new photo and facts about me. Let see how this one goes and I am so sorry if it's going to bored you.  

Photo of myself

Facts about me

NAME

Call me Atie or Zieya 

AGE

my current age is 30! 

FAVORITE THINGS TO DO 

I am a movie/series and anime's freak! I can watch any genre based on the actor. If I like him/her, I will marathon all theirs 'on screen' show. This is why I am sharing lots of LGBT because I likes all the cast from GMMTV if Thailand and all JOHNNYS if Japan.

MUSICS

I do not have specific genre, as long as its nice for my ears! 
if anyone checking my apple music there are lots kind of languages and genre. 
Mostly Hindi, English, Japanese, Thai, Mandarin.......etc

TUMMY!

I love to eat! I love meats.
I don't like to drink milk.
I love plain warm water. I prefer warm then cold.

FAVORITE PLACE

Japan!
My sweet escape always going to be Japan. Been there 5 times already. My family and friends refer Japan as my kampung. They will ask " tak balik kampung ke this year? " And because of Covid, I have to refunded my flight last May :(
I actually fall for this idol from Japan and ended up to go there for concert. 
Yet I fall for the culture and the language!
So I am learning Japanese since. 

FAVORITE COLOR

Currently is yellow.

NOTE

I am very hot-temper person. I easily gets trigger.
I am too straightforward till sometimes I do not filter my words.
I have my own way of thinking and I hate people who likes bashing others.
I am NOT judge mental. People can come to me talk about ANY TOPICS.
 I believe karma is a bitch because it happened to me so many times. I have illness called obsessive syndrome like I easily get hook on something. I am so jealous to see someone can talk more than three languages. And lastly, MY GRAMMAR IS TOTALLY ERROR. Please just ignore if my English/Japanese/Malay are NG.

SOCIAL MEDIA
 
YOU-TUBE   /    TWITTER    /   INSTAGRAM

I wanna do 15 days writing challenge too

Inspiration from Siinurul I wanna do it too since my blog is been so boring only movie/series sharing.
I hope you don't mind I use your template as well and all the credit goes to you.

But I am going to write it all in English eventho I am aware that my grammar is NG. 
I want my bestfriend to understand what am I saying. She never stop checking on my blog and dropping comments! hehehe I love her. 

So i guess i'll take a break for 15 days about sharing movies/series is it?

And there are few following bloggers that their page is blocked if I using my office's internet and I am so sorry if I did not manage to drop any comment. I will try to spam if I have time to do BW at home daily.

Thank you for reading!