RIP Jonghyun

not a fan, not following him & i don't even know him

so as a FANGIRL ~ JPOP by the way

my twitter is still flooding with Jonghyun

and i literally digging all about his news .

As much as i can say,

i read his last letter so many times and i cried!

i watched his CCTV recording and i watched his IG LIVE for the last GOODBYE ~ he keep asking how to change this feeling and he is so weak :(

He did try hard to overcome with everything.. he did but he gave up ;( 

MAY HE REST IN PEACE

 as people can only just talk, only he knows what he felt, but the problem is he don't know why, he cant get the right answer from anyone, even from himself.
depression is totally not a joke at all, depression has no face :(
i'm literally carrying again when i'm typing this, only he and GOD know how he felt till the end of his life, so i hope people stop judging him and pray for his peaceful soul