Wordless Wednesday : Too Spicy for Me!

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I lost my grandma last night

I lost my beloved grandma last night and she's gone without telling me goodbye.
Its sad when on the 2nd Raya I went to police station for permission but only my parents got it. So, I let my parents go without me. But I keep telling myself that at least let me meet her for the last time before anything happened but the luck is not on me. With this MCO and things, my mom got called from her brother in law said that we all lost her. He called her with a tears and apologies because he can not do anything about it. My mom keep saying that it is not his fault yet he still said its his fault.

My grandma was so strong. As a single mother she don't need anyone to depends on. She work for her living and proud to be herself. She is kind of person who willing to take any meds just to be healthy so that she can work and get her own money. She did so many things. She work at school canteen, she open her own stall , she work in factory like i said, she do not need anyone to depends on because she knows that she can make money on her own.

She diagnosed with Diabetes yet she is still okay. I always saw he carry a bag with medicines. She took it everywhere with her. She said that he wants to be healthy she wants to work and one day out of nowhere her leg started to wound and festering yet she don't wanna give up. She did so many things, she listen to so many advice to make that festering goes away. He does not want to go to clinic because she was scared.

Day by day it gets worst and we decided to sent her to hospital and she got amputated.
Ever since that, I never see her work hard to be healthy anymore. Whenever I joke around with her, she keep saying that she only has one leg now. It makes me sad. Told my mom that there are so many option, we can buy the wheelchair or prosthetic leg. As long as she willing to try but she just wanted to lay down. Even she do not feel like sitting down by her own. She wants help. That is where I noticed that she is mentally tired.

My aunt, the one who take care of her told that she once said that " if she died, she wants only family who manage her " Jenazah " and it comes true. Due to this MCO only us, the family are there to settled it quickly. All those who came were only relatives. 

So, Nani does not has lots of money but she got left her jewelry. These 3 siblings sort it out all and I got one of my Nani's bracelet and locket.

I got virtual Kad Raya from Alien Oren

I got my blog reviewed by Alien Oren and every little things she said about me is so true.

I love the way she describe my blog theme and actually I am been thinking to pay her a service to decorating my blog soon but not soo soon.

I love when she describe me

" Dia macam ganas, tapi penuh keayuan gitu "

It is 100% correct because that is exactly I want people to know me. I can be kind and nice but at the same time don't mess with me ! 

 Dear AO,

Thank you for reviewed my blog and I am so sorry for not be able to 100% giving commitment for the contest because of my real life event its too busy. Thank you for this virtual orange's Raya's card which has my name on it. Thank you for listing all my social media too. Keep blogging and stay safe ya! 

Happy Birthday Giveaway by Abam Kie

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DATELINE : 19 TO 31 MAY 2021

WON TOP COMMENTATORS - APRIL 2021 at Blog Kak Ret

To be announced that am listed to top 10 commentator from blog AKO RETNA!
Then Kak Ret made a video of choosing 3 winners and I can not believe it that I am on that list.
Due to lack appearing here right now so Kak Ret has to approached me twice, sorry Kak Ret.
And few weeks later a very delicious cookies and my favorite is 

CONFLAKES RAISIN COOKIES !!!!

Here what came on my doorstep few days ago!

Kak Ret,
Thank you so much for these cookies. 
I love it all so much. Keep blogging and I'll keep coming :)

Wordless Wednesday : We are still kids inside!

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Happy Teacher's Day !

 Wishing my sweet teacher a happy teacher’s day. I send all my love and hope that the day turns out to be one of your best you have ever celebrated.

Happy Teacher's Day !